On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright. ♥

you. you're getting right on my tits. 'scuse my french.

1. you just expect people to follow your rules. 'dont call her by that' 'dont do that' 'dont swear.' who are you to tell people what to do? you're so rude. so blunt. no-one likes it. you're not in control of anyone.

2. you act as if you're frigging obsessed with your best friend, how about you step back because everyone's sick of it. just because she's your best friend doesn't mean you know her the best. 'OH NO, SHE JUST SAYS THAT.' how about you let her be what she wants to be and stop being such a controlling bitch?

3. how dare you accuse me of something i didn't even do. i ask you if you believe me and you're ridiculously blunt and rude. you don't believe me. but it wasn't me. it was someone you wouldnt expect that done it. but im not going to dob them in because im not pathetic. you see me as some pathetic shit stirring bitch. and despite what other people might think, i am not.

rant over;goodbye.

If I fall for you, would you fall too? ♥

DANIEL:

my ridiculously incredible best friend. i love spending time with you because it literally makes me so happy. i trust you with my whole life, i really do. i can't even explain how much you mean to me, because i'd be completely lost. you're always there when i need to be cheered up, and with my crazy hormones; this is a common occurence. it means ridiculous amounts to me, so obviously i'm always here for you. i'll always attempt to make you happy, but being me, i'm not particularly sure i'll be able to. even though, you're never unhappy haha! you're truly amazing and i couldn't wish for a better best friend. i don't know how you can be friends with someone like me, but it means a lot. i love you. ♥

I haven't blogged for a while, probably because I've been super busy these holidays.

I'm so happy, I've got closer to the people I care about and need. And I'm super happy.

Sometimes I throw around the words 'best' and 'friends' but these are the friends i truly do need;

♥ Jade Freeman.

♥ Alex Emery.

♥ Daniel Sergent.

♥ Louise Stemp.

♥ Kate Allwright.

♥ Charlie French.

♥ Jordan Davis.

i love you, i truly do. you're my everything. <3

i bladdy love my family too. ♥

such a good week with my chums. bring on next week! ;3 xxx

It's gonna be a bumpy ride. ♥

So i saw the Hoosiers live at my school on thursday! Most incredible day ever; they were too good. They were literally like my childhood inspirations and then they come to my school, play and I meet them? Man, such a good day. ♥

I love how i've become closer with older friends recently, starting with;

Louise Stemp; me and her were literally besties:') in like year 7/8. And we kind of drifted. We got other friends, you move on, as you do. And it's funny because the whole reason for us becoming closer is the fact we live closer together. We spend more time together and i just love her to pieces:') such a babe. Love playing the xbox with her:') And being in her tutor for the past 4 years has had it's ups and downs, we've been sick of each other but no-doubt-about-it made up. I love this chick always. Means ridiculous amounts to me ♥

Alex Emery; this kid is an absolute gem! Love him to absolute pieces. We've been friends for nearly what.. 12 years? But obviously, considering we've been friends for that long, we found different friendship groups. But now everyone's just kind of blended in together, it's got us a lot closer. I sit next to him in a few lessons and we literally just banter our way through maths + science :') I've had a couple of heart-to-hearts with him recently. And it's literally such a relief that I know I have someone to talk to. Take, this morning, we met up and literally spoke non-stop for like 1 hour-2 hours? It makes me so happy to know I have such an amazing person in my life. I love hiiim ♥

Charlie French; We've only been friends for what.. 11 months. But I feel as if we drifted tremendously because of him but I'm glad we're best friends again. I know you're always there to cheer me up. You mean incredible amounts to me and I honestly hope you realise that. You're actually amazing and you need to know that! You deserve the best girl in the whole entire universe. Never ever ever want to lose you, seriously don't know how I'd cope without you. I'm always here for you, whenever you need me. As you've always been there for me, I need to return the favour;) I love love love love love you so much charlezz, foreverr! ♥

Throw ourselves against the wall. ♥

So we have this petty little argument.

you get pissed off with me for a pathetic reason.

I hate being in stupid little arguments.

Therefore decide to be the bigger person and apologise.

No reply? Cool. i'll try once more.

Your reply is OK thanks? really? are you joking?

When i'm the one who technically shouldn't even be apologising because logically, i didn't do anything wrong. and you say thanks?

In the future, i won't apologise.

Fair enough you have more important problems at the moment, but surely by making up and apologising to me too, you would have another friend you know you could rely on to be there for you?

fed up with being treated like a shit friend, when all i've ever done is be there for people. sound a bit stuck up now but i don't mean it like that. just girls eurghh. I could just stab them

so glad i have boy best friends to count on, when things get bitchayyy ♥

Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay? ♥

Charlie William French

What an actual babe. You literally are just completely amazing. No other word to describe you with. You mean more than a lot to me. So I've known you for what.. 11 months? And I've literally trusted you completely throughout that whole time. So, so glad we started talking. You literally make up a part of my life and if you left, that'd be truly taken away from me. You can't let anyone tell you differently, YOU ARE INCREDIBLE. I truly mean that. I have so many memories with you, and just thinking about them now, has got me smiling like a fool at my laptop screen.You've always been there for me since the first time we spoke, and that means so much to me. I'm always here for you, through everything, I promise. You deserve such an amazing girl, but you've just gotta wait around until you find her. You mean so much to me, that I couldn't even express in words. I know, over the past 11 months, I've had my problems and you've had yours. But I'd like to think I've helped you through some of your problems, because you've sure helped me through some of mine. You're so adorable, with your little dimples and smile! ;) Oh and your hugs make me happy ♥ Never leave me, boy! I wouldn't let you go without a fight and you'd be dragging along part of my life as you left! I love you always :3

You've made your bed, so sleep in it. ♥

I'd like to say a few things.

1. I really really need you. I don't see how everything could change so much, when nothings even happened? I miss you. I seriously just want you back.

2. How about you calm the hell down? You go all rage on everyone and make them feel bad when really it's your fault. But then you blame it all on that person like you've done nothing wrong? you're not the innocent one here, so stop making out that you are.

3. It's amazing how far we've actually drifted. like we don't even know each other. like, we are barely friends. i'd prefer if you'd just break it to me gently, rather then just BOOM. not friends. i hate this.

4. How about you treat her like she deserves to be treated? she's the only person i know that i can truly count on, and you're throwing her around like she's a piece of shit. it's pathetic. I know a thousand people that would happily treat her better then you are.

5. I just love you. never leave me please? :(((

6. I've seriously found a new friend in you, literally don't want to lose you. you're too amazing and cheer me up so easily :') never leave?

7. you're the one i could never be mad at, you're so amazing. never ever ever want to lose you. i trust you with my life. ♥