I don't know what it is but I love you. ♥

So recently I've been talking to possibly the nicest boy you could ever come across.

This boy has been through more shit then anyone I know and is possibly one of the strongest people ever. He's incredibly amazing and deserves an unbelievable amount of respect. Although I haven't know him for years and years, I already know that he's someone I can put all my trust into. And I hope he feels the same about me. At the moment, there's nothing I want to achieve more then making him happy. Because that's what he deserves to be. Enough about describing this amazing kid... this is straight to you:

You're possibly one the best friends anyone could ever acquire. In the short space of time I've been talking to you, you've helped me so much and recently I don't know how I would've gotten through things without you; a huge struggle would have been involved. You're absolutely lovely and you deserve the most beautifully perfect girl in the world. I know a lot of people have been cocks to you recently and I just think that you should ignore them, because obviously they don't appreciate what a good friend you are. You've been through a lot and I know that. I want to help you the best I can and I want you to know that I'm always here for you. Through absolutely everything. You're amazing and you shouldn't let anyone tell you differently.
I love you so much, bestest. :'3 ♥

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but these grazed knees mean nothing at all. ♥

You, my dear, are what most would call pathetic.

One of the things I actually like about myself is that I think I can be a good friend.

And for you to say I'm a bad friend to one of the best friends I've ever had, is actually sort of heartbreaking.

Thank you for basically ruining the only thing I like about myself.

Thank you for knocking my self confidence down, even further. Not that I knew it was possible.

Thank you for making me feel like an awful friend to not only her, but every other one of my friends.
Thank you for making things even harder for me.

Thank you for making me feel like utter shit.

You don't know half the stuff going on in my life, so how about you stop making things harder for me when that was something I actually believed in myself for. Thanks again.

Move, move closer. ♥

I can't believe how much of a bitch I am.

So today I heard the worst rumour of my life.
I never listened to rumours, because quite simply, I don't give one shit.

I heard my best friends name. -instantly indulged-

..then I heard the only person I can truly say I hate's name.

These two names together in a sentence didn't sound good.
But until the words 'got' and 'off' were involved. I was steaming.

I couldn't believe it. But throughout the day, the rumour started becoming more and more true.
My best friend then showed me something that practically proved it was untrue. But I was still unsure about it. I don't know why.

I was so upset. Like all day. Not even because it was that girl. But because I didn't want my best friend to get hurt. And to have a rumour spread about him that he was clearly upset about.

I was such a bitch for believing it. For believing petty girls over him.
I love him to pieces. ♥