Consider yourself one of my best friends. ♥

Jade:

I know I'm possibly the worst friend you could have. I've never been through any of your problems so I can't tell you what to do when you need help. We're probably the most different pair anyone could find. But we have our similarities. Our love for twister lollies, dib dabs, fudge, creme eggs, (yeah it's mostly food haha), walking, the smell of rain after it being sunny, our insane discovery about how after showers we always find hair in our knickers. The list could go on :') You're the best friend anyone could possibly have. Even though we have our differences, you know that there won't be a time where I won't stand by you. I am always always here for you. And I truly mean that. Seeing you upset is one of the worst things I can witness and seeing you cry is actually painful. We've been best friends for a good 3 and a half years now, but it feels like I've known you for a lifetime. I still remember the first time we went out together in year 7, you in your emo outfit, strolling round town. Then we get outside the pub and the sign says 'no dogs allowed' and you say 'you're not allowed in there.' Or the first time you came round mine and we had a BBQ and my mum was really pleased because you got me to eat lettuce. You're completely the most beautiful person I've ever seen and stupid jealous slags can back off when saying you aren't a model. Because lets be honest, you have more then a fair share of potential. You're so so amazing and I love you more than anything on this planet:) Never leave my side, I wouldn't be half the person I am without you. ♥

such a shit week. in the past 4 days of school i've been in for 2 hours, and that was for my exam. i actually feel so awful. :(

crappy day time tv doesnt make me happy.

i always wait for you to come online to make me happy.

but at the moment, not even thats making me happy.

especially when you are like this.

dear chest pains, please go away. you're not needed. and i know you're here to tell me how much i love him, but you're not helping the situation.

dear stupidly ridiculous illness, stop making me feel sick every morning. i am not pregnant, so run to someone who is and make them ill in the morning.

dear day time tv, please get better. sitting at home ill all day is bad enough as it is, without having no choice of tv whatsoever. daily politics or agatha christie? hmm.

dear one tree hill, i've watched you once before this week. i've now fully caught up with everything from being off these past 3 days. monday please hurry up so i can watch the new series.

dear you, please stop giving me the wrong impression. your mood changes so quickly and so rapidly that it makes me unbelievably upset.. hense the chest pains.

good-day, blogger.

im off to watch a bugs life, jungle book, arthur then scooby doo :) ♥

I'm not that girl. ♥

I know for a fact I'm not a perfect person.
But I want to be perfect for you.
And I'll change whatever you want me to, just so I can try and be perfect for you.

I actually love you so much.

Like I said in my last blog, I'm not sure what it is.. but you've got me.
I am.. for you. I don't want to be anyone elses.

Please let me be yours?

I love you, you gorgeous lovely amazing perfect boyyy ♥

Somethings never change.

There's something about you.
Maybe it's your outgoing personality, your cute compliments, or the way you never fail to add 'gorgeous' onto the end of a sentence.
Whatever it is it's made me incredibly fall for you.
Whenever I see you I just want to hug you and never let go.
I <3 youuuu

All that's left is my heavy breathing. ♥

Totally haven't posted on here for a while.

Just posted the biggest rant on my private blog.

About some cock :)

Anyway, I must actually watch Inception with Jade now. As this is the 2nd time I've played it tonight and the only thing I've heard is 'penetrate.'
Selective hearing fo' da winnn ♥

It's a shame you don't know what you're running from. ♥

I always fall for the wrong people.

For me there's always someone I'm worried I lose. I mean there's a lot of people I'd be heartbroken over if I lost them. But for me, there's one in particular.

I haven't known this person for years and years and years. But this doesn't mean that I don't know them. They know me more then anyone does. For the 6 months I've known you, you've made the biggest impact on my life then anyone ever has done. You've changed me for the better.

You're too amazing to be human, you're like an angel that's been placed on this earth just to be amazing. You've helped me through literally everything and I can't explain what I'd be like, now, without you.

I really wouldn't be able to cope if I lost you.

And I know I'm annoying.. my daily questions being 'do you hate me?' 'am I still your favourite?' 'will you be my best friend forever?'
But I'm not trying to attention seek etc. I'm just trying to make sure that there's not the slightest possibility of losing you. Because despite what you might think, you are 1000000x more amazing, lovely, perfect then I am. And you being friends with me is like some sort of unbelievable honour.

I love you. I know I tell you this a lot too, but I do. You mean an awful awful lot to me. And I can't even begin to explain how heartbroken I would be if I lost you.

Never leave me please, my gorgeous best friend. ♥