It's better if you don't understand. ♥

2nd June- 18 days;

my birthday. going shopping, then for dinner in London with my mumma and Jade, going to see Wicked and then staying over in London. can't wait to have a lovely couple of days with two of my favourite people ever!

16th August- 93 days;

going to see Bruno Mars with my mumma, Chris and Katy at the Hammersmith Apollo. Bruno Mars is just literally amazing, and i'm going with some amazing people. not even bothered if they aren't good seats, I mean. B. R. U. N. O. M. A. R. S ;oo yayayay

19th August-96 days;

going to Croatia with the famalam: hello crystal clear beaches! haven't been on holiday with everyone from my fam in a couple of years, considering Mike's just been a grump and refused to go haha. but this time.. he's going! can't wait.

23rd December-222 days;

my bestest ever Aunty's wedding. to the person she has been engaged to for 18 years. so happy for her. this date last year, she was in chemotherapy; beating breast cancer. i don't know where i'd be without her and i'm just super excited.

i can just tell this year's gonna be a good one.

this stuff is what's making me want to pass my exams. happinesss

Today I don't feel like doing anything, nothing at all. ♥

LiFE tonight, made me decide that i'm going to change.

I need to change.

• I'm going to be happy; I had a massive conversation with Jade walking home today. And it made me realise that I'm generally a happy person. I'll be upset, but boom as soon as I have company, I can't help but be happy. I want to start going out with my friends more, and spending time with my family after coming in from school; rather then walking in and going straight to my room to 'socialise' on the internet. I'm fed up with being so boring and addicted to my laptop. I miss just having fun and being with my friends and family.
• I'm going to stop judging people; I hate it when people judge me, so I'm going to stop saying 'eurgh look at her', 'she looks like a tramp', 'why is he doing that?', 'what if he mugs me?' People could be thinking the same about me; so why don't I just stop and not sink down to their level? Judging is pathetic and wrong. No-one should be judged because of the story you heard about them, a rumour going around or the way they look. It's immature, but everyone does it. I want to stop that. I want to change myself and stop judging people because of their looks. 'Most of us are the same, just messed up people who all make mistakes.'
• I'm going to stop telling people how sad I am on the internet, writing depressing blogs and pretending to be moody at someone so they leave me alone. I'm happy, so why am I writing depressing blogs about not getting a boy? I don't need a boyfriend. I'd like a boyfriend. A lovely, attractive, comical boyfriend. But there's no need. It's not like I can't live without one. I'm 14. I need to focus on my GCSE's and being a nice person. Not being 'loved' by a certain boy. I'm going to be myself and not let anything get to me.
• I'm going to really try my best in every exam I sit. I'm going to revise and be happy. Homework. Exams. Revision=Boredom. But.. it's going to make me happier in later life, so why not try my best? I'm positive; nothing can change that. I'm a happy, bubbly and helpful person.
• I want to listen to everyone's problems, even if I have my own. I love having someone to depend on, so I know how it feels. I'm willing to help anyone, whatever the problem. So even if you don't want to talk to me in person or whatever, you can always do it in confidentiality. Click here for my formspring and you can just click the anonymous button and ask me for some advice. I like helping people, so feel free:)

I'm happy. A happy person.
Hello new but old Emma. :D ♥

Lucky there's a family guy. :3

Theres always going to be that person that you don't get on with, but you just have to deal with it.
If there's anything I've learnt in my life so far, it'd be the fact I'd rather spend an hour talking to a boy about xbox then I would bitching with some girls I don't get on with. I'm fed up with girls, I really just can't be bothered. Boys are the way forward broseff.
What would I do without my lovely boyzzz?
Jack. Charlie. Daniel. Alex. <3
I love you galdems:3

you know what? fuck the hell off.

I fucking cba.