Life is a maze and love is a riddle. ♥

Mmbutterflies. ♥

'Oh no you don't, don't you dare! Don't you let her! She's already too excitable'
Random woman in sainsburys, you're a hoot.
& speak the truth.

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging; you make me happy.
♫ The Show- Lenka.
Who Needs Love- Razorlight. ♫

♪ Teenage Kicks- Nouvelle Vague.

Ultra Violet- Stiff Dylans. ♪
♫ Your Song- Kate Walsh.

♥

Love from,

The she whom is excitable.

:D

You had me suicidal, suicidal. ♥

I've realised how much easier it is without you. How much happier I am, without you and your annoying girlfriend chipping at me. Yeah, you're still going to be there and I'm still going to have to face you and sometimes, I might even be forced to speak to you. But I will never speak to you out of choice. And when you come running back to us, after your perfect relationship doesn't last forever. I'm out. I'm not going to be your friend. I don't care what anyone else does or says, I am not giving in to you. You're a wreck, and you're the most whipped boyfriend I've ever seen. Grow a backbone. And have fun finding some friends when you're relationship fails.

It's christmas time, and it's hard but when you're having fun. ♥

AMMMMGGGGGGGGG!
I.
Am.
So.
Happy.
Like.
Ridiculously.
Happy.

What I got for christmas?

• Pandora bracelet, it has a bunny on it? AMAZE.
• Real uggs, that don't fit? Oh. Bummer. Send them back? Okay.
• A NO7 Light up mirror? Sick!
• Make-up? Just what I needed.
• SOCKSSSS!? I ♥ socks.
• Babygrow thang? Cuuute!
• Pj's? Cushty.
• Money? Omnom.
• 60 Jaffa cakes and pig pen that makes a noise and lights up from the best friend? Haha oh I love you.
• Earrings? Obsessioon!
• THE JOKER POSTER? FROM MY BROTHERS? I LOVE HEATH LEDGER. ♥
• DVDS? Yayyy!
• Sweeties? Tastyyy.
• -Insert cheesy statement here- Best present? Famalam. Of course.

I flipping love my family. Like hugely loads.
Fancy dress christmas?Hahaha, score!
Proper major best christmas ever. I love my family.. and extended family!

Mumma♥

Dadda♥

Chrissy♥

Mikey♥

Hevsy♥

Granny♥

Carol♥

Terry♥

Dave♥

Jean♥

Stan♥

Tehe, Love you all, thank you for making it special.
ENOUGH SOPPY-NESS.

Now for lying in bed, with my new PJ's watching Young Victoria :') and eating Jaffa Cakes from Jadeypoo's.
I love my life.
Cheers for the time. :')

Hope everyone had a sick christmas like myself.

xxx

You don't know how lovely you are. ♥

So tomorrow, my Nan's been gone for 14 years.

Tomorrow, I'm turning into Agnetha Faltskoy.
Tomorrow, I'm spending the day with 14 people of my lovely family, eating and having fun.
Tomorrow, I'm opening shit loads of presents.
Tomorrow, is Christmas day. And I can't wait.
Nanny, I wish I could've known you better.

I wish you hadn't gone so soon.
I wish you could still be here, to see how far everyone's got.
Always thinking of you. I know you're looking down on us.
I love you. ♥

My favourite object, P-U-S-S-Y, your hairy goblet. ♥

Remembering it's christmas TOMORROW.

So I'm speaking to some kid I mega love.
Watching Frankie Boyle.

Lying in bed.
Content.

Just like the world is our-our-our-our-our-ours. ♥

'I think about us way too much.'

Happy birthday to my mummy.

Happy birthday to my auntie Carol for tomorrow. 1 year from tomorrow and you'll be getting married! So amazing. Can't wait :)

Indian takeaway and sit in with my family tonight? I love it. ♥

Jack Junor-Graham; I love you.
Georgia Ratford; you've been nothing but amazing to me, you mean so much.

Jade Freeman; my best friend.

Ashleigh Walter; absolute babe, I know you're always there.

Alex Emery; we've been friends for too long, can't believe I haven't killed you yet! Aha, I love you :')

So stoked that christmas is in 3 days; can't wait!

Casual random blog there.

lovelovelove. ♥

I know you lie. ♥

I love how I find out from someone who's trying to get you in shit. I'd rather you told me yourself cheers.
And you? You don't appreciate me. This is clear. You really get on my nerves, I mean, you hardly ever think about anyone but yourself. I'm sorry but I've been there for you every time you've been knocked down. Can't exactly say the same for you, I hate the fact I'm saying this, because I love you, but sometimes I really feel used. And I can't deal with it. Not anymore.

I'm doneeee!

Say you love but you dont give me love. ♥

Not gonna lie,

you're always there.
Always in my mind.
I can't forget about you.

Sometimes I stop and think about, how lucky I am. ♥

WHAT A GORGEOUS WEEKEND.

Friday;

LIFE BOTB with Jade. See Geerat & uuthers.

Jade sleep over.

Saturday;
Chill with Jade in the morning, go to Jade's daddy and see Bubba Freeman. Go to Sainsburys. Get some boxes. Go back to mine. Make a present costume for myself. Jade sleepover again.
Sunday;
Go to The Wayz, to go for a walk. This walk was to raise money to help the new Cancer Clinic in Bracknell, with Alisha, dressed as a fat Santa, Jade, as an elf, Me, as a present. The pap get a picture of me, Alisha and Jade together to put in the Bracknell News. And then one with the odd 40 people that came. Go for the walk, through the 'Jungle' as Alisha called it. Come home. Go to sainsburys with Albal, go back to his, make cakes, chill on da Xbox. Go home and chill with Jade. Mm.

I loved my weekend. I wish for weekends like this every week, please?

AHHH SO CONTENT :3 ♥

When she says, when she says she loves me. ♥

Yuuh, that's kinda knocked me down a bit.

Hi 'If You Could Only See' on repeat.

Hi eating unreal amounts on fudge.

Hi drinking unreal amounts on coke.
Hi curling up in a ball and dying? That would be nice.

Hi content mood going to a ridiculously depressing mood. ♥

The shadow of the day, will embrace the world in grey. ♥

Mmm favourite songs:

• Boyce Avenue- If You Could Only See (Cover)
• Linkin Park- Shadow of the Day
• Boyce Avenue- Keep Holding On (Cover)
• Boyce Avenue- Shadow of the Day (Cover)
• Band Aid- Do They Know it's Christmas?
• Ellie Goulding- The Writer
  

Maaan, I love music.
B O Y C E A V E N U E ♥

I want to know if you love me, but I want you to tell me without me asking.

Done.

If you could only see the way she loves me, then maybe you would understand. ♥

So I recently made this. Not much, but it's how I'm feeling right now.I proper just want to put a cross through this.
Hate eeet!

on the plus side, also made this..

it also isnt much. But i likes it. I believe it.

I've been listening to a lot of Boyce Avenue covers recently. Because clearly they're beautiful. Check them out yee? Beautifully talented & beautiful voices.
Especially liking their 'If You Could Only See' cover. Originally by TONIC.
Boyce Avenue are probably the only people that haven't ruined the songs they've covered. I mean some of them, obviously the originals are better such as Wonderwall. But they're beautiful. ♥

Mucho love for the people that actually care;

Jade Louise Freeman.
Georgia Emily Grace Ratford.
Jack Andrew Junor-Graham.

I love you guys. <3

The club can't even handle me right now. ♥

So, today was average.
Shit day at school not gonna lie.
Then I heard, probably, the best thing I've heard this year.

My auntie, my second mum, the person that's always been there. Getting married you say? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 385 days from this very day and she will have tied the knot. Can't actually wait. And proper honoured that I'm in those 45 people who are 'close family.'
When she's not, technically, my auntie anymore.
I love her. Super loads, and to hear this means a lot to me, as I've been waiting for it for a while.

Can't actually wait, gonna be a beautiful day :3

Oh & to end that beautiful news, a gorgeous night with the crew at Black & White ball. Jade, beth, siobhan, sam, charlotte & georgia; thanks for making it amazing. But one thing could've made that better and also, I actually feel so crap right now. Feel sick, I feel a cold coming on that I cba to have, I'm fed up with this whole thing, and sometimes I can't be bothered with you. Hmm, meh. Fxck it, not letting it spoil a brilliant night :)

NIGHT FELLOW BLOGGERS.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY EMMAAAAAAAAAAAAA

♥

How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you? ♥

I've put these lyrics as the title of another one of my blogs.
Funny how it's directed to the same person. [u]

Mmmoww. Not good.

:(