Monday 31 January 2011

Runaway baby, before I put my spell on you. ♥

I'm bad news. Don't get yourself involved with me, because I'm bound to f*ck up.

what the actual f*ck?

I need you more then I've needed anything, ever.
Apart from food
or water
or maybe even oxygen
but I need you. please. I can't lose you.

It's shaun the sheep. ♥

Dear Emily Urban.

I'm sorry. But I can't deal with this. Not now.
I want you to love me. No more, no less.
I needed you, but I can't live a pretend life.
I'll always be yours, but at the moment? I'm better off without you.
I will love you forever. Once again, I'm sorry.
You'll always be the perfect person for me.

Love from,
Your dear friend Kewlz.

Sunday 30 January 2011

Baby baby please don't go away. ♥

"I love you so, that's what you'll say
You'll tell me, baby baby please don't go away"


For once I just want to feel like I'm useful? Like I have a point here? Like I'm someone? Like I'm worth it? Please. I am so sorry. I know I'm not perfect. But I need you.




I love you.

Friday 28 January 2011

Today I don't feel like doing anything, I just wanna lay in my bed. ♥

I feel sorry for her, you know. She's so understanding, but accepts everything you do with the click of some fingers. She really is special & so caring and I know you do know that.
She cares about you. She wants you to be happy. She wants to be happy herself.
I care about you. I want you to be happy. I am happy, but I think I would be happier if I knew where I stand with you.
I love you. I love both of you. But, please just don't do anything stupid.
We just don't want you to get hurt.
-On a different note, thank you so much for being my friend. It means the world. I love you to the moon and back. I'm sorry ♥

Thursday 27 January 2011

Tuesday 25 January 2011

I'd do anything for ya'. ♥

Mmm.. (:
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Sunday 23 January 2011

Easy come, easy go that's just how you live. ♥

BIFFY CLYRO ♥ BRUNO MARS ♥ ELLIE GOULDING.


oh yh kl. ignored? not wanted? invisible? mhm, niice onee.

-sigh- for once, please? no? ok.
muuuhhhh I love you.. is that not enough?

Thursday 20 January 2011

No, she doesn't know what she's missing. ♥

♥ I love your laugh. I love your smile. I love the way you laugh at everything I say even if it's not funny. I love how you're always there. I love that I can talk to you about anything. I love the way you can talk to me about anything. I love how I'm completely comfortable around you. I love how I can be myself in front of you. I love how you've never judged me. I love how you're hilarious. I love how we are alike in so many ways. I love your incredible personality. I love your voice. I love it when you say my name. I love how you're not embarrassed of me. I love our hugs. I love holding your hand. I love your company. I love your unique taste in music. I love your lanky-ness. I love it when you play with your hair. I love how cute you are. I love waking up to texts from you. I love your sense of humour. I love your hate for certain people. I love your obsessions. I love how you're a complete perfectionist. I love how we both watch CBBC and Disney channel. I love spending time with you. I love how I never run out of things to say to you. I love how you completely amaze me. I love how whenever I'm sad you can always say the right thing to make me happy. I love every single thing about you and I wouldn't change you for the world.

I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby. ♥

"This must be fake, my lip starts to shake. "
I actually love you so much.
Never let go ♥ ..please?


E L L I E GOULDING.
i love my friends.
i love music.
i love having people to rely on.
i love banter.
i love my boyfriend
<3

Wednesday 19 January 2011

Sorry, is all that you can say. ♥

1) Just for once could you notice that I actually have feelings and I'm sick of this? No? ok.
2) I love you? :'(
3) You don't need me, but please don't leave me. I'd be nothing without you. I love you..


Never let go. ♥♥♥

Tuesday 18 January 2011

Everytime you go, oh oh oh oh oh. ♥

(all in the tune of Ding Dong Merrily on high)
mum:
'ding dong merrily on high-'
me:
'mum its not christmas anymooore'
mum:
'ding dong verily the sky-'
me:
'shut up you dirty-'
mum:
'WHOREEEEEEEE'

Dear mother,
even though you were one of the reasons i was upset this evening. you've got yourself off of the case. thank you for making me smile and laugh tonight, i dont know what id do without you. you absolute lemon
love you foreva ol' ladyyy ♥




You never call me when you're sober. ♥

Yeah, I wasn't have a particularly good day anyway, so thanks for making it worse.
I'm a total wreck. I need to sort this out to be honestttt
Hormones can diiieee.
Yeah I should stop blogging before I become even more depressing.
Maybe I should just go to sleep.
K. Bye.

Monday 17 January 2011

You're so worth it, you are. ♥

being the most depressing day of the year, i was happy for the majority of it.. well, until now. but i feel ridiculously ill so i'm guessing that's why i feel down. i've done a lot of these on blogs, but i just wanna do a couple of shout-outs. ♥

J.A.J.G:
you, are bloody amazing. you make me smile. bestfriend, boyfriend, rock. you've been there always and it means a lot. - ily darl' ♥

G.E.G.R:
haven't known you for that long, but i know you inside & out and vice versa. you mean a lot & i'm always here lovely. - ily gorgeous ♥

J.L.F:
the best friend. you're original. not at all simple, boring or uninteresting. i suppose that's what i like about you. - ily beautiful ♥

you guys are so amazing.. i love you so much. [L]
soHappiii (:

Saturday 15 January 2011

Everytime I close my eyes, I see my name in shining lights. ♥

Skins ♥
Emily: "I can just see it now, in lights 'Naomi, get to know me'."
Naomi: "I thought it was quite catchy."
Emily: "Yeah well, so's aids."
Phahaha. I luv Emily :')



I love my life, so so so good :D ♥


Thursday 13 January 2011

Until you see me in your dreams, we'll stay awake beneath the trees. ♥



Get the hell out of my life, you two-faced pathetic little girl.

Wednesday 12 January 2011

Move, move closer, maybe you can right all your wrongs. ♥

E L L I E G O U L D I N G
actually proper in love with this beaut at the moment.
I wish to see her in concert please :)
ohohoh, I feel so weird at the moment. I'm tired like, all the time and I can never be bothered to do anything D: gaaah.
I'd appreciate it if you spoke to me once in a while? I want to be noticed by you. Just on the odd occasion. Is that too much to ask?.. please? cheers luuuv.
I love life apart from that though.
misterr jackk, mmm you're my favourite ♥
cccccontent :D + randoooom ehe!


xx

Monday 10 January 2011

You're the risk I'll always take, the only branch I'll never break. ♥

I realised today that I hadn't written my new years resolutions on here. So here you go;


1. Don't lie. Whether it's a white lie or a huge one, don't.
2. Cut down the bitching. Honestly, bitching makes a girl, so I can't say I'll cancel it out completely.
3. Lose weight. Start diet on the 1st February and lose atleast a stone by Carol's wedding (23rd December.)
4. Make this work. We've been through a lot from the start, and this time I don't want to lose you.

There you go :D Wish me luck with them please.. ♥

Saturday 8 January 2011

Plenty of girls, and boys in love. ♥

Had a lovely weekend with jade so far. Watched Little Fockers at the cinema today with Ryan & tom, yeah it was average.. Now watching Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging with freems:) her sleeping over again then chill tomorrow.
I love my best friend. [L]

MmJackjackjack

Thursday 6 January 2011

Doesn't matter what may come my way. ♥

Oh. Dear. What. Is. Wrong. With. You.
Excuse me, but.. what does anything have to do with you?
You're an idiot. Why are you getting so worked up about it?
Obsessive. Get over it. You need to, otherwise you're not gonna get anywhere. Cheers fo'dat.





laaav!


xx

Wednesday 5 January 2011

We'll always find him in the kitchen at parties. ♥

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not a size 0. I'm sorry my skin isn't tanned. I'm sorry my boobs don't touch my chin. I'm sorry my skin isn't spotless. I'm sorry I don't act my age. I'm sorry I don't wear short skirts and tight dresses. I'm sorry I eat too much. I'm sorry I have 'love handles.' I'm sorry my nose isn't straight. I'm sorry my eyes aren't beautiful. I'm sorry my build isn't girl-like. I'm sorry I'm short when I'm with my friends, but tall at home. I'm sorry my manners aren't up to scratch. I'm sorry I don't look like a supermodel. I'm sorry I don't like the 'mainstream music.' I'm sorry I'm not your stereotypical 14 year old girl. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry, but this is who I am. This is me.
Take it or leave it.
Love,
Emma Louise Cooley.

I'm stuck on a boy, who fills me with joy. ♥

You think you can bitch about me behind my back to everyone then come back and face me like nothings happened? It's not that easy, thanks. :):)
I love my life. tis swish :D
I love da peeps in my life because they are amaze.
that is all hehe!


lovelovelove ♥

Sunday 2 January 2011

Your grandma and my grandma sitting by the fire. ♥

I am happy.
Mother nature, you are screwing me over. get. out.
You.. please let me know the truth. I'd be even happier then.
Going to Brentford tomorrow to see my friends.. can't wait :)
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. ♥


xx

Saturday 1 January 2011

I whip my hair back and forth. ♥

So I feel a little rant coming on.
I want to know.. why 13/14 year olds think it makes them amazing to get drunk? I mean, you're children. It's actually pathetic, the amount of 'drunk' statuses I saw last night that contained misspelt words and extra letters. And then also the amount of statuses moaning about the drunk statuses.
Is your life really that bad that you have to get drunk? I'd rather have a good night and remember it. Yeah.. I don't have a problem with drinking, I don't see why not. But at 13? Really?
I mean first of all, it's illegal. And secondly, it's horrifically bad for you. Children get drunk more easily then adults and it effects you with more strength. I can't see why that is in anyway appealing?
I'd rather drink Dr Pepper and stay up until 6 o clock in the morning talking with my best friend, then be passed out at half 11, and not even making it till midnight for the new year.. because of drinking too much.
Rant over.
Happy new year guys! Hope you all had a good night :)