not that anyone would actually care.. buutt considering i used to blog like twice every day its a big change. i suppose i just haven't really had anything to blog about. i always just write a load of shit that no-one wants to read about. but i suppose this time i do have an actual subject.
knowing something you don't want to know.
i'll start from the beginning, i think its a suitable place to start.
if someone needs someone to talk to, to lean on, to trust. i'm here. like for anyone. i love listening to peoples problems and trying to help them. i love being trusted because i know i can be. but when someone tells you something, and it's not what you want to hear or not what you were expecting to hear. you don't exactly feel comfortable. it's made me feel like, i shouldn't know it. even though it's not a second-hand story, it's from the person involved. i can't help thinking about it, like yeah it might not be a big deal to you.. but it's ridiculous. i know it's coming to a halt now so i can relax, but it's made me think about how i deal with things. how people could be more mature about things or man the fuck up and tell the truth. opinions are opinions and every has as much right to have one as the next person.. but when it's not fair it's just not okay.
anyway, i suppose this is it really. when i get a brainwave i'll write another blog :'3
♥
No comments:
Post a Comment