This time we're not giving up, lets make this last forever ♥

So i know this is slightly early to be blogging, considering its not the end of the day.

But i have nothing better to do. So i thought i'd blog it up.

Today i woke up rather late. I didn't have anything planned so there was no point getting up early. As soon as i woke up, i tidied my room. I put more things on my memorabilia wall and polished in every nook and cranny ;) It took me a while, but i didn't mind. I know it's not exactly fun, but i suppose i enjoy finding things that i haven't seen for a while. Straight after that, i went into my brothers room and learnt Hallelujah by Paramore on guitar. We done a little duet and it was insane. I love playing guitar, i've had an acoustic guitar for 4 years now. But honestly, didnt really take any notice to it. Now that i've been listening to music more, i want to play it. I've been stealing my brothers electric a lot recently and learning things maybe off of youtube videos or just from tabs. So this year, i'm getting an electric guitar for christmas. I can't wait and i may just ask for it early, haha. I suppose my brothers an influence for music, he's made me realise different genres of music, and what music i really do enjoy.

Moving on, i'd like to talk about love. And how much its screwed me over the past year.
I suppose only being 14, love doesnt matter. But at that age, i suppose you want to fit in and grow up faster. Having a boyfriend does make you feel a lot older and more responsible.

But i've realised, recently that i don't need one. I need friends and family. As long as i have those people around me i instantly feel better. I love the people in my life and i don't need anyone closer then they already are. Yeah, of course i'll be like 'i fancy him or him or him' and theres no reason i can't say that. It's my life. But i don't need a boyfriend, i just want one. I want to get over that fact. Life's good how it is, and not to say no-ones relationship will work out, but at this age, its not likely. And obviously, it is comforting to have a boyfriend, but in the worst of times you always know you have your best friends. And that is honestly all that matters to me.
So enough from me blabbering on once again,

until next time. ♥